Theres Nothing Here

Dear Gabby, its now been about 2 months since you’ve gone. I decided ill write a letter to you every month. The last couple of months have been really hard on your friends and family. I see people still crying in the hallways. This isn’t something you can move on from. Its something you learn to live with. But I didnt write this to make it all sad and depressing. Anyways most of the people here have pretty much rebelled against sanborn. In my opinion yeah sanborn sucks as a school academically, but its not all that bad. Yeah there are a lot of teachers that suck but not all of them. I just get used to it and deal with it. Well now you’ll be free of the drama forever. I bet heaven is pretty freaking awesome up there! Im really glad that your pain is forever gone. C: it makes me feel better knowing that your alright and safe<3 I just wish you could come down here and give everybody a giant hug and stay with us for the rest of your life. But I can’t keep fantasizing these things because I know its not ever gonna happen. Gabby I know we weren’t the greatest of friends but I just want you to know that you were always a buddy to me and I love you forever<3 Just always remember you are beyond beautiful and you still live in all of us. I swear we are going to keep you remembered. Theres not a day that goes by that we don’t think of you<333 Again stay safe baby girl. See yah someday.                                                            Love, Olivia